When I was little, my younger sister was the night owl. She was always up late, but also awake early. We could never understand her. We didn't knwo what made her click and how she came to staying up late and waking up early. I guess she knew that there was so much to get out of life and took the opportunity. She didn't want to miss anything.
I can't sleep, which is fine. I am starting a new job this week, and it happens to be a night job. It's going to be hard. I am going to college in the day, and then working all night. I am not going to be the happiest person for a while.
I cut my hair today. Well, actually, a friend cut my hair. She didn't know how to cut hair, and I told her the basics. She cut off 4-5 inches. After it was over, I kinda missed some of it. Don't get me wrong, I love the new cut. I just think she cut off about an inch more than I would have liked.
I was suppose to go to class today. I had Political Economy and Intermediate Math. I slept through them both, though my boyfriend thinks that I made it to Math. I used to tell him everything, but lately, I just can't.
I think I want to quit school, at least for now. I know that it is better to have a degree in something, doesn't matter what it is. But I am so bored and tired of school. I just want to make a butt load of money and travel or something. Yeah, that won't happen. I can't even save a few hundred for a plane ticket.
Yeah, I have this great life plan....well kinda. I know what I want to do in life. I want to be constantly moving. I don't really want to stay in one place for long. I am actually ready to get out of Alaska for a while.
I want to marry my honey buns, have lots of moster kids who grow up to be famous scientists and stuff. I am gonna be a kick @$$ mom. I know I am. I love to bake cakes, cookies, all the good stuff. I like to cook, too. I like to do native beading with moose hide, and some day I want to learn how to make slippers. I like to crochet sweet looking blankets that seem to cover my bed.
So yeah...just waiting for that proposal. Pretty sad. Earlier I was looking at wedding dresses and cakes. I really want a house of my own so that I could bake and do all the things that I want to in my house. I have lived in a dorm since I was 14. I am 21 now. I wanna live on my own. I don't want to have to go to other people's houses to cook and bake. So I already have a bunch of ideas for my future. I just wish that some of it would come a little faster.
With that being said, if I don't go to bed, it will take longer.
No comments:
Post a Comment