I am Single

YUP thats me. Totally single and not soo sure what to do about it. Trent was a guy that I once loved. I never knew if it was possible to not love someone anymore, but now I think it is somewhat possible. Yes, I loved Trent, but now that I look back on our relationship, I'm not too sure that I love him now.

Now that we aren't together, it opens up a lot of new things for me.

Number one: I'm kinda homeless, but at the same time, glad I have good friends to take me in.
Number two: I'm Single!!!
Number three: a few days after I broke up with Trent, I finally got onto facebook and changed my relationship status to single. Guess who called a few days later? Ernie?!? All the way from North Carolina! and I was the first person he talked to at VV and we didn't even recognize each other.

So the weird thing about this story: Ernie once told Craig that he wished I wasn't with anyone. hmmm....so what does that tell me? Duh! He likes me and I know that I liked him. I used to wish the same thing.

And now he is coming back to Alaska!! I'm so excited. It would be nice to be with Ernie. we both like music. I think what I liked best about him was that he could always tell me what the name was of a song I heard on the radio that I really liked. Stone Temple Pilots and Pearl Jam. I will never forget them ever again.

So I guess the whole point of tonights blog is that I am single and excited to get back out there, just a little too shy to do anything about it. =-)