Last night I went and watched Eclipse at Midnight. It was a good movie and I think they did a good job.
It got me thinking about love. How can a person love so much? Bella shows so much strength and was on the verge of dying for the one she loves. I always say that I could do that for my friends and family.
This morning I dropped Tonya off at work, and she kept talking about Domenic. She said she is really falling for him. She is really having a hard time not being around him. He seems nice, which, to me, is a little weird. I guess one would say he is a little whipped.
Anyways, it got me thinking about my own empty love space. You know, I loved Trent a lot. I busted my @$$ for him all the time. I guess after a while it felt like I was his mother. I always did his laundry and cooked. I had to remember all the bills. Constant nagging never got me anywhere. We slowly progressed from a couple to a mother and son with benefits. It was creepy.
I loved him so much and it seemed like he was never there. Yes, we both worked. I tried so hard to make it work between us.
I guess I fell in love with his family. They were pretty awesome. Still are. That is probably is why I hung on for so long. They were everything my family wasn't. They were married. Had 4 kids.
My mom died when I was 8. My dad has a girlfriend and 3 kids. 2 boys and a girl.
I think I am done blogging for the night. I'm sleepy and I need to go return my movies from Blockbusters. night night.
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