dreams are the hearts desire

I haven't been on in a weeks or 2, but only becuase of the lack of internet. =-( I had 2 really weird dreams the past few nights. I'm thinking it becuase I am single and lonenly now, so I have all this free time to think about the unimaginable. So Here goes:

Dream number 1: all of a sudden I was in Gregg's room. (He's a friend of mine from work, I was staying the night there) We were naked and wrestling. His wife opens the door and says "Ok honey, I'm going to bed. Goodnight. Don't be too loud." that really weirded me out that his wife was cool with it. So I told Gregg I was going to put my pajamas back on. THen I woke up.

Part of me was hoping that I wouldn't put my pants on and that maybe something more would happen. I never really thought about him like this before, so it's kinda weird being around him at work.

Dream number 2: my dad showed up at work and started asking all these questions. I'm not really talking to my family, so I was trying to hide from him and ignore him. I went to the break room, and Gregg was there. I started crying and he left the room to give me some space. I stopped crying and went back to work, only to find my dad again. I told him to leave me alone and I went to the bathroom. Bob, Ken, and Gregg all went into the bathroom with me. I peed and then left. I went back to the break room. Bub was there. I sat next to him while he was on his computer. He put his arms around me and I started crying. I felt safe. Like everything was going to be ok. I have always felt that way around him.

I was a Junior and he was a freshman when I met him. Our school worked with the troopers so that we could have a hunter's safety class. We were both in it. I thought he was so hot in winter gear holding a gun. He was always really nice. Never had anything bad to say to or about anyone. I don't think I have ever met anyone like him.

To this day, I wish I could have gotten my shit together and talked to him. He is currently dating my ex-boyfriend's little sister. I don't think they will ever break up. They seems perfect for each other.

So the point of telling these dreams, I think I am a little insecure. I don't like to be by myself. I don't like being alone. It really freaks me out. I like knowing that I will always have someone to come home to that loves me. Right now I don't have that, and it's giving me some super crazy dreams. I don't mind them, I just wish that someone of them would come true. Like finding my one true love.