So I met a guy on a dating site. I really like him. His name is Josh. I don't know what to do about him. I like him a lot...but I think our relationship is all about sex, which is what I didn't want in the first place. Sad thing is, I'm human, and kinda a sex addict. So here is my story of Josh and I so far. =-)
Josh and I met on Monday, November 8 at about 11pm. We chatted for a few minutes and he gave me his number and told me to call him because he wanted to lay down. So I told him to give me a few minutes. I logged off my computer and and went to my car. I drove to the post office, and then over to another parking lot. I just sat there and talked to him for an hour.
We talked about his family and how he is in the Air Force. He said he was adopted and told me not to judge him. I told him I thought it was kool that he was adopted. It's hard for me to explain, but I think adoption is awesome. I like that if a mother or father feel that they cannot take care of their child, they can give it to a family that can. I told him that I wanted to adopt someday. =-)
Josh invited me to come over the next night. I said I would have to see what I was doing, but I would try my best. So of course I drive all the way out of town to see him. I got to his place, and we were both so nervous. We just sat on his bed for a while after I picked out a movie to watch. I picked out Bank Job, but after if started, I realized it wasn't the movie I thought it was. That's ok though. We didn't even watch it. Yeah, we cuddled for a like while, then we kissed...
So I stayed for a few more hours and almost fell asleep. Josh woke me up and told me a should go home. I was walking to the door and Josh followed me. He opened the door and kissed me before I left. It was so cute. I started my car and I drove back to town. Wendy doesn't know that we did anything, and I'm not sure I want her to know. She told me to wait till after seeing him for the 3rd time, but sometimes it just doesn't work that way.
Tuesday I didn't hear from Josh. I tried not to worry about it. Maybe he was trying to not be needy. I was cool with that. He said he didn't want a one night stand which is why I wasn't worried.
Wednesday he called and asked why he hadn't heard from me. =-) I told him I was waiting for him. We talked and texted throughout the day. I smiled all day like I was up to something...which I kinda was.
Thursday he pretty much begged me to come out. I have no job, and that means no gas. So I called my cousin Sherlyn and she still owed me 10. I told her I would stop by later in the day. I told Josh I wouldn't be there till about 8. He was bummed, but that was the soonest I could get out there.
I was at Barnes and Noble with Mrs. White from 3 till 5 to help her pick out books for her program. I helped her spend $750 on books for children in various villages. It was pretty awesome.
So I got to Josh's around 7:30ish. I totally showered with him. It was awesome. Hahaha I had to use his towel since I didn't bring one and he didn't have an extra. After that we chilled in his room and watched Gabriel Iglesias.
Josh passed out around 11 and I coudln't fall asleep. My first over-night with him. I was so nervous. I really thought I would pass out so easy since I miss falling asleep next to someone and cuddling. I drifted in and out of sleep for a few hours. Then I finally fell asleep around 3.
Next thing I know, his alarm goes off and he flies out of bed. LIterally. I almost laughed but I attempted to fall back to sleep instead. He turned on the tv so I could watch something. While he was gone I watched music videos. I didn't fall back asleep but I sure tried.
I love Josh's kisses. I don't even know how to describe them. Sweet, respectful, needy, playful, and sometimes bossy. =-) And when I say bossy, he gave me a huge blue spot on my lip Thursday morning. It looks like I was eating raspberry dum-dums.
We drove to town and took Wendy to class, went to get gas, then to Mcdonald's. Then took Wendy back to the dorms and had to dealw ith Dez. I had all her stuff in my car and she owed me money. She conned me into taking her all the way across town. Good thing she gave me gas money.
Then, I was so stressed out I totally ditched my sister and just went to Josh's. I feel bad about it, but I just got so overwhelmed with everything all at once. When we got to Josh's I just cuddled up next to him and passed out while he played Call of Duty. I eventually woke up. We wrestled for a little bit. Then we watched WWE and that was kool. It was pretty interesting. I liked it.
Then all of a sudden Josh asked me if I was going to stay the night again. I said I could, but that was up to him. So I turned on my phone, and started my car. I guess he didn't want me to leave so soon, but why stay? He seemed so distracted, like he was on another world. Hmmmm not sure what to think about that. As soon as my phone was on, Greg and Jess called and wanted to know if I wanted to come over. Since they live right down the street, I said sure.
So that has been my past week. Today is Saturday, and I havn't heard from him since yesterday. I was hoping to get a text or something...Maybe he likes being mysterious. =-) I'll keep you updated.
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